My little girl has turned out to be a very sweet, healthy, strong willed little munchkin.
We've had only minor problems in the growth department, and sleeping was bad for a while but every little minor bump in the road has been followed by her growing out of it.
I haven't posted because I just haven't had that much to say. I've temporarily lost some introspection and permanently lost the ability to think about myself first. I also don't really use my computer much anymore - I try to keep the electronics to a minimum. Couple that with being short on time and . . . .well you get the picture.
It has its good days and its bad. Running through and airport with a febrile infant with diarrhea to try to make a flight probably tops the list of the bad days, but all of my days are made better by a little smile or a hug, or even some hair pulling or the newest trick of nipple biting.
I am permanently changed. Before my life revolved around work in the dance around a tight schedule. Now I stress out and work my tail off when I'm at work, but when I get home I get to sit back, relax, and enjoy my family. I'm still struggling with being at work without guilt but I am loving being a mom. I admit it is harder than I thought in some ways, but its a good kind of hard. I've been told its something like running a marathon . . .but I wouldn't know because I haven't set foot in a gym since before the IVF.
Long and short of it - I'm in love and loving life.